the mess. the havoc. the chaos. our life.

Bali. Almost.

2009-02-18T01:16:00.000+08:00

RM 7.20 for the tix fee to Bali.
RM 7.20 for the tix fee back to KL.
Keyed in everything.
Waited 2 minutes for the credit card transaction.
Then Airasia told me my selected promo is no longer valid.
10 minutes ago I was still clicking and choosing and hesitating back and forth between dates.
10 minutes after, ALL promos are not applicable anymore.
There goes my cheap getaway.

OMFG

2009-02-14T23:52:00.000+08:00

WTF is happening to the world?
http://www.thesun.co.uk/sol/homepage/news/article2233878.ece

Uh

2009-02-07T02:30:00.000+08:00

I'm old, i can't work 48 hours nonstop.
I'm hungry and tired.
Feeling a bit dizzy and minor headache.
Aging rocks!

09 CNY

2009-01-23T00:35:00.001+08:00

I'm breaking the CNY customs this year.
No new clothes.
No new pants.
No new socks.
No new underwear.
No haircut.
Nothing's new, just the same old Ivan Low.

Extra

2008-12-22T01:02:00.002+08:00

There's 1 spider and 2 ants in my tong yuan soup.
I'm still downing the whole bowl. The soup is nice and yeah i think it tasted weird.
Welcome, winter!

When You're Bored at Work

2008-11-20T18:39:00.000+08:00

C.K. says:
captain ivan come in

ivan: i think i lost weight.. says:
haik~

C.K. says:
captain what is tonite shcedule

ivan: i think i lost weight.. says:
we'll group at TTTT

ivan: i think i lost weight.. says:
Turkey Turkey Turkey Turkey

C.K. says:
hahahahha

C.K. says:
sohai

C.K. says:
aye aye sir reporting in

ivan: i think i lost weight.. says:
soldier.. plz inform the rest of the team

C.K. says:
mahai

ivan: i think i lost weight.. says:
this is an order

C.K. says:
report general, i'm still in battlefield

C.K. says:
radio signal low , unable to contact alies

C.K. says:
plz asist general

ivan: i think i lost weight.. says:
obey or u'll be stationed in the kitchen for the whole of december

C.K. says:
mayday mayday

C.K. says:
mahai

C.K. says:
u realy thought u r general

C.K. says:
gy
C.K. says:
/d/d/d

ivan: i think i lost weight.. says:
u start sin de ma

ivan: i think i lost weight.. says:
jin sohai

Proposal On CNY trip~~

2008-11-13T10:14:00.002+08:00

Yo kapchians~~~Since we'd already long time didn't plan a trip for CNY and there is only 2 more months to be CNY, let's suggest a trip then let the kapchians can gathered together on this everyone's holiday CNY~~~weee~~~

Day 1

2008-10-21T00:51:00.002+08:00

New job.
First day.
Caffeine overdose. Again.
Slept for 2 hours.
Renovation in the building. Inhaling glue/paint.
High at work.
Bored.
Sleepy.
No laptop yet.
No access card yet.
No email address.

I'm complaining.
Bad sign.
Did i made the right choice?

Goodbye!

2008-10-18T02:35:00.002+08:00

Sent out a goodbye mail this Wednesday to all my beloved colleagues and the response was GOOD!! Sharing it here :D

Why i'm leaving? Here's why.

Luke: You bla bla bla.
Ivan: You bla bla bla too.
Luke: Huarrghhhhhhhh!!!
Luke: Why you always bully me?
Julie: Ya, why you always bully her?
Linda: Why you bully her? *twist my ear
Ivan: .....

* walking to the door to go toilet
Lei Yoon: GO AWAY!!!
Ivan: (huh?)
p/s: oh BTW, that's my line!!! TM.

Ji San: I HATE YOU!!
Ivan: .....

Ivan: #%$$#%
Eugene: Wahaha, gangster/cheras style~~
Ivan: .....

Sara: Ivan Low, the-chain-smoking-Hokkien-swearing-PE.
Ivan: .....

Sara: Ivan, you're a bastard.
Ivan: .....

Sara: Ivan, you're an antisocial bastard.
Ivan: .....
p/s: i don't speak Hokkien!!

Kar Mun: Ivan, your cannot make it la.
Ivan: .....

Ivan: Boss, got a new microsite bla bla bla and you got 1week to finish this, this and this. Oh and also that...
Calvin: Aiyo, meehon goreng la. Everytime also like that...

Callie: WHERE IS THE QC!!!??
Ivan: .....

Sel: IVAAAAAAAAAAAAANNNNN!!
Ivan: *shit...

And most important of all. I wanted to start anew and will tell people that i stay in KL. Yeap, just KL. Definitely will not mention "Cheras" nor"Pandan Indah"!

Nonsense aside, i would like to take this opportunity to thank my sifu, Jac for believing in me and gave me the chance of a lifetime to be her sidekick to join this big family. Boss, you're the best boss ever! Hope that i did not disappoint you.

To the rest of the bosses, thank you for your patience, guidance and also forgiveness even after all the screws that i've screwed up. Tight.

The small potatoes for being cooperative and helpful. I had a really great time working with all of you!

Finally, to the little one whose name that i shall not speak, thank you for not showing up in front of me. Oh BTW, go play with something else. There's a whole lot of stuff in the office except keyboard, duh~

This is my third job and i'd say the best job that i ever had. My 2 years and 2 1/2 months in Ogilvy are definitely not wasted. I've grown and learned a lot here. To all you rookies out there, be patience and hold on,trust me you will be rewarded. As what the old legend says, Ogilvy is a very good training ground. If you can survive here the outside world is nothing. *No, i was not paid by the management to write this.

Now that i have finally "graduated". It's time for me to go out and test water. Yea, don't worry i will update you guys on the authenticity of the legend. Fingers crossed.

Be nice to Seet Ling and Alvin, they're not like me. They're really nice people.

Thousands of apology if i was rude to anyone of you or if i have hurted anyone of you poor soul's feeling. I didn't mean it.

I won't be walking around to say goodbye. Cancerians are emotional bastard.I think i will just breakdown. You can start calling me names.. i don't care.

Keep in touch.I'm a Facebook and MSN whore. You can find/add me at xxxx@hotmail.com

All the best folks!
Wish me luck!

Cheers,
Ivan

Felda Plantation Resort | School Holiday Retreat

2008-10-13T13:58:00.004+08:00

Hot Pool

Water Reflexology

The Rooms (Deluxe Rooms)
Egg Boiling

Traditional Massage

About the HotSpring Resort

Natural hot springs are a common occurrence in Peninsular Malaysia. This phenomenon occurs when water that seeps into the Earth is heated by magma; molten rock located beneath the surface of the Earth.The Earth’s pressure then causes the water to again rise above the surface, forming a natural hot spring.

The water flowing from the hot springs has several therapeutic healing effects. Since ancient times hot springs have been claimed to have positive effects on ailments such as:

Stiff joints and stress related ailments

Rheumatism

Arthritis

Insomnia

Derma related complaints

Respiratory concerns

Spinal injuries and fractures

If you do agree and have the above symptoms of pre-matured-aging signs, guess it's time you need to do something with it. We will be getting the Villa A that comes with a pool behind behind the yard which can cater for 6 persons. 3 guys and 3 girls or squeeze a bit if there's extra. Sorry no couple room unless you want to get the deluxe rooms on separate account. Please see the below rate. Will get more information once the number of heads confirm.

ROOM CATEGORY	Rate on weekdays	Rate on weekends
Villa A	RM800	RM1200
Villa B	RM700	RM900
Deluxe Room	RM250	RM250

Activities you can do:-

+ Soak in hot spring (till your skin peels)
+ Be at the hot pool n join the crowd ( Sunway Lagoon but don't expect too high, deduct 40% from the actual visual)
+ Traditional Massage (by the experts, hmm... deduct 30% for the professional & skills)
+ Feast (snacks, sandwiches, bring own food, boiled eggs)
+ Water reflexology and
+ Sight-seeing

Date Proposed:

End of November when the school holiday starts because we would want everyone to join. This would give you guys ample time to apply leave (if you guys wanted too). Gonna cost slightly more on the room rates but not gonna cost a bomb.

Please confirm by 30th Oct 2008.

I shall work out a complete schedule and send out the list once everything confirmed. Kapchans are going back for school holiday. It's a retreat!

from,
the Organizer

MIA is on the board | Mamma Mia!

2008-10-06T10:20:00.012+08:00

Original Source

Mamma mia, here I go again
My my, how can I resist you?
Mamma mia, does it show again?
My my, just how much I've missed you

06 Oct 2008 Monday marks the landing of our youngest Kapchan member ever. Welcome on board! You're officially part of the Kapchan group. We're too eager to hear your say. Kapchans, stay tune for the next updates.

Eat | The Donut Story

2008-09-24T10:39:00.012+08:00

It surprised me how Donut can be sold at RM2.00 (or more) per piece whereas I can get it for RM0.60 at wet market or pasar malam. I just wonder how much more tasty it could be with some toppings on tops. I can't say much coz I've not tried J.Co donut before. Yes not even once.

It's not the trend that I don't want to follow but it's the madness of the people who are willing to Q for long that I am so against. Ok I must admit I am really a person with little patient. Anything to do with waiting for more than 10 minutes, I turn my back and walk. I would rather starve.

But hey when I look for donut pictures, there are tonnes of it available online. Check this out. Wait, remember to get your bib!

All the above are from J.Co Donut

The above are from Big Apple Donut

Dunkin Donuts - Too fancy for me

But below are the non-edible donuts.

Radio FM Donut

Pendrive donuts

And I Think I'm Lucky..

2008-09-09T21:27:00.002+08:00

Damn, i lost. (T.T)

^ _ ^

2008-09-08T23:42:00.005+08:00

1, 2, 3, 4, 5 & 6.... is it cute?

饮胜！

after 15 years, now we 27 years old!!! so terrible...

It's another celebration again! | Also is one of the things you do before you turn 30

2008-09-04T10:15:00.005+08:00

It's true! We have to celebrate birthday before we gets too old to even want to blow the candles on the cake. Cut it short, our next birthday bebe is Bretenn Tan,... ops Brat Pig, ooh no no no.. Bretenn Kong. That was hard. Phew

It's gonna be this coming Sunday 7th of September 2009. Again, since many of us are not getting any younger, require more sleeps, need to work bla bla bla, we gonna celebrate on Saturday the 6th. Again, I haven't checked on HIS schedule yet.

Proposed venue for the BIG DAY

1. Mache - The Curve
2. Friday's - The Curve
3. Decanter - Other Branch like Desa Sri Hartamas
4.

I know item #3 is repeating. But hey, it's reasonable, affordable, most importantly it's a nice place. Definitely you guys would have agreed with me too! :)

RSVP. Also can anyone please check with him if he's busy but try to avoid blurting the news first.

Photofunia

2008-08-28T00:18:00.001+08:00

Cool huh?

Freaking hell! I'm on Vogue!!!

SAMAN | Is this what happened to you now?

2008-08-27T16:01:00.004+08:00

Have you checked you SAMAN lately to see how many have you received since? The info above is just for demo purpose. FYI my record is clean. No summon at all. At first I thought of putting Bret Tan's number plat. But I forgot the first few alphabets of his number plat. This is just a gentle reminder that next week, bulan puasa is starting on the 1st September (Monday). To avoid getting all this messages. Drive smart, safe and smooth. Selamat Menyambut Bulan Ramadan, kapchans!

Merdeka POTLUCK | 31 August 2008 6.30p.m

2008-08-26T14:00:00.006+08:00

People, as agreed coming Sunday, there will be a potluck feast at HongKeat's place. Here are the list of food brought up last nite.

Sushi
Durian
Pizza
Drinks
Satay (I only take chicken) please check wt HK see if it's allowed to eat beef at his place.
Chicken wings (optional)
Snacks (not recommended)

If you have anything to add on please do.

Botanical Garden, This Saturday!

2008-08-13T20:35:00.002+08:00

Being Kapchians = being ignorance.
Being Kapchians = likes to repeat.
Ignorance + likes to repeat = a new post / reminder.
Here's the updated schedule.

Sex Sells!

2008-08-13T00:31:00.003+08:00

Thanks to CK, i found out that Kapchan blog gets a healthy numbers of people who somehow drop by to our page desperately hoping to watch/download some kinky Jap porn. Steady traffic weekly.

Convert or not to convert them? Maybe we should start posting links...

Candid Shots

2008-08-11T01:28:00.003+08:00

Some photos taken last week.

Kent Reinvent event @ Mines Convention Hall

Books, books and books. My belated birthday pressie from KS and Missy.

Old skool ya'll!

Things To Do Before You Turn 30 | Coming Up Next: Tropical Botanical Garden, Putrajaya

2008-08-05T17:32:00.008+08:00

Before you turn 30 like I told CK back to Sunway story, we better go for those crazy stuff, ideas. So like I said, I would like to try cycling. Still remember the last time you ever tried the bike? Okays, here you are. We are going to rock Botanical Garden in PutraJaya. Check out the pictures!

At the park

Outside the park

Here are the details of the Park Opening Hours
Garden: The botanical garden is open daily from 9am – 7pm.

Interactive Exhibition
The Visitor Interactive Centre is open Tuesday to Sunday from 10am - 6pm.

Admission
Admission to the garden is free. Entry fee to the Interactive Exhibition is RM2.

Parking
Visitors may park their vehicles at the Main Parking Area. Parking fee is RM1 per entry.
What to do there? Here is the list:-
1. Cycling - there are bicycles for rent at RM3 for adult
2. Picnic - bet some of you have never picnic in your whole life before
3. Walking on Canopy Bridge (me first time)
4. Dinner

Timetable
7.30 a.m - Breakfast at Cheras
8.15 a.m - Leave Cheras for Putrajaya
9.00 a.m - Arrive Cycling round the garden
11.30 a.m - explore canopy bridge and interactive garden (admission RM2)
12.00 p.m - Leave for lunch
1.30 p.m - round putrajaya and visit d'Alamanda Shopping mall
2.00 p.m - chow

Call it a day or
7.00p.m - Chow and have dinner. Crab-feast at Taman Connaught
9.30p.m Yum cha
11.30 - Midnight show (if any) or drink session at someone's house

Ok enough said. Need you guys to rsvp. Date not set. But most probably be a Saturday.

Stress From Work? Recharge! | Things To Do Before You Turn 30

2008-07-29T00:11:00.004+08:00

Ok, below are something that you can do as per the subject. Take a day off on a Monday, start the crazy schedule on Sunday or preferably Saturday if you have enough moolah or plans.

Anyway, here's what we have done on Sunday night until Monday night.

1) Get yourself drunk in 1 hour time. Down liquors that are supposed to be savored, eg: Baileys.

2) Go midnight karaoke after getting yourself drunk. Sing until they play you Miriam Yeung's ever annoying thank-you-for-your-visit-please-remember-your-belongings clip. That will drag you until 3-4am.

3) Wake up at 9am. Go have breakfast. Breakfast on a weekday never feel this good before!

4) Go Sunway Lagoon. Ride everything they have in there, be it childish or exciting. Just enjoy yourself. Fight with the kids for the queue, scream louder than them, scare them before the ride starts and etc.

5) Sell your free ticket vouchers!

6) Crash the steamboat shop before 6pm when the waiters are setting up the place and the boss is taking his evening nap.

7) SLEEP when you reach home.

8) Yumcha at 10pm. Boast to those who missed the fun, make them envy and at the same time groan about Tuesday blues.

This is something that i think it's worth doing. Recharge, literally, from your sucky boring life. Definitely looking forward for another "recharge" session!

Ok, now i have get back to reality and pray hard that my body will ache tomorrow morning. Getting old sucks!

Candid Shots

2008-07-25T00:25:00.003+08:00

Wednesday's lunch in Sakae Sushi @ BV2

The pile of snacks and candies in the office @ That Place. Jangan jealous ya'll~

Last Christmas

2007-12-22T02:52:00.000+08:00

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, You gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart
But the very next day, You gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special

Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby do you recognise me?
Well it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me

(Happy Christmas!) I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying "I Love You" I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now I know you'd fool me again

Chorus

(Oooh. Oooh Baby)

A crowded room, friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you and your soul of ice
My God I thought you were someone to rely on
Me? I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Oooh Oooh
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again

Chorus

A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
(Gave you my heart)
A man undercover but you tore me apart
Next year
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
special
someone
someone
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
who'll give me something in return
I'll give it to someone
hold my heart and watch it burn
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone special
I've got you here to stay
I can love you for a day
I thought you were someone special
gave you my heart
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone
last christmas I gave you my heart
you gave it away
I'll give it to someone, I'll give it to someone

Flaming Lamborghini

2007-10-01T13:09:00.001+08:00

It's hot, painless and tasty!

Insensitive

2007-09-25T23:48:00.000+08:00

I've been playing Insensitive to death since last week. It's one of the song that i wouldn't get sick of since who knows when. It has been repeating and repeating in my play list in the morning until i leave the office. A great rediscovery for. Everything about the song is beautiful, the lyrics, the melody, the arrangement, Jann's performance. The most perfectly written song of the 90's. Enjoy!

How do you cool your lips
After a summer’s kiss
How do you rid the sweat
After the body bliss
How do you turn your eyes
From the romantic glare
How do you block the sound
Of a voice you’d know anywhere

Oh, I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me
Maybe You might have some advice to give
On how to be
Insensitive
Insensitive
Insensitive

How do you numb your skin
After the warmest touch
How do you slow your blood
After the body rush
How do you free your soul
After you’ve found a friend
How do you teach your heart
It’s a crime to fall in love again

Oh, you probably won’t remember me
It’s probably ancient history
I’m one of the chosen few
Who went ahead and fell for you
I’m out of vogue, I’m out of touch
I fell too fast, I feel too much
I thought that you might have
Some advice to give on how to be
Insensitive
I really should have known
By the time you drove me home
By the vagueness in your eyes
Your casual good-byes
By the chill in your embrace
The expression on your face
That told me
Maybe You might have some advice to give
On how to be
Insensitive
Insensitive
Insensitive

September

2007-09-02T02:09:00.001+08:00

九月天高人浮躁
九月裡
平淡無聊
一切都好
只缺煩惱

Secret. Fate. Destiny.

2007-09-02T01:15:00.000+08:00

Watched Secret/不能說的秘密 this evening. Quite a nice movie. A classic chinese love story of the late 90s ala Tempting Heart and Turn Left, Turn Right. Kudos to Jay Chou for his directing debut. Never expected a singer turned director will be able to direct such an impressive movie, not that i'm knowledgeable in movies production but it's certainly 100 times better than his peers out there, say Stephen Fung. His acting has improved. A lot. He's now more relax and natural compared with his role in Initial D. Overall, it's much more better than i expected. Strongly recommended. Go watch it!

After watching the movie, the song below pops up in my head. I don't know why but it just came to me. Take a listen. It might not be sung perfectly but their performance in the video are fabulous. The aura of 2 of the biggest superstar in the 80s and 90s. Totally captivating and touching.

(男)沒有一聲再見沒有半聲嗟怨
淡淡去但無言過去終於過去
留下了當初一切在懷念

(女)每段美好的片段腦海一再閃現
是否能證實曾與他有緣

(男)在困苦中百轉但結果在眼前
事實證實無緣我已不敢再說
來日可相見

(合)你我相隔多麼遠
那年那天可相見那處竟可會改變

Rasterbator

2007-08-31T02:07:00.000+08:00

Found a very cool website that can enlarge your favourite teny weeny image to a bigger than life poster, up to 20 meter.

Start rasterbating!!

Forever Love

2007-08-30T20:56:00.000+08:00

I was at Station 1 last night. They were repeating a playlist full of love songs, the typical tracks. Until i heard a song so familiar, a song which i have already forgotten.

A slow piano ballad and a very very soulful voice singing the song below. A definite tear jerker..

Love it has so many beautiful faces
Sharing lives and sharing days
My love it had so many empty spaces
Im sharing a memory now I hope thats how it stays
Now Im deep inside love and still breathing
She is holding my heart in her hand
Im the closest Ive been to believing
This could be love forever

All throughout my life the reasons Ive demanded
But how can I reason with the reason Im a man

In a minute Im needing to hold her
In an hour Im cold, cold as stone
When she leaves it gets harder and harder to face life alone
Now my dreams are filled with times when were together
Guess what I need from her is forever love

捨得

2007-08-29T19:42:00.000+08:00

以為你忘了所以選擇沉默
還記得你的手傳來的溫柔
天剛亮了又是一夜等候
你還有什麼藉口可以來哄我
看清自己的脆弱和你的軟弱
歷經這段感情之後我才了解另一個我

終於捨得去成全去放手過去我自己的生活
偶爾想你的時候就讓回憶來陪我
終於捨得去成全去放手不追問你的感受
尊重彼此的選擇當你決定了向左我往前走

看清自己的脆弱和你的軟弱
歷經這段感情之後我才了解另一個我

終於捨得去成全去放手過去我自己的生活
偶爾想你的時候就讓回憶來陪我
終於捨得去成全去放手不追問你的感受
尊重彼此的選擇當你決定了向左我往前走

終於捨得去成全去放手過去我自己的生活
偶爾想你的時候就讓回憶來陪我
終於捨得去成全去放手不追問你的感受
尊重彼此的選擇當你決定了向左我往前走
不追問你的感受我往前走我不停走...

雨天沒有你

2007-08-28T21:07:00.000+08:00

「開始聽到雨聲既時候　我仲以為自己發緊夢　
到知道真係落雨至發覺自己原來已經醒左勒唔…
落雨既夜晚　一切都有新既感覺
一切都令我好自然咁再想起你　
唔… 想起你同我既每一個片段」　

讓晚空一聲聲敲窗的雨　像每點　洒進心中
張開的臂彎祇盼可現在　跟你相擁
可惜今宵祇有我沒你　（夢你）
每個雨夜都會想到你　（Yeah 實在是愛你）

「有你係我身邊　雨聲都好似一首歌」（永遠也令我歡喜）
「但係得我一個既時候」　（獨自永沒停　永沒停嘆氣）
「有你既雨天叫做浪漫　無你既雨天叫做憂鬱」

（但願現時夢見你）　「不如唔好訓住等你過離搵我」
（但願現時可一起）　「想訓都訓唔著啦　落咁大雨」
（實在永沒停永沒停愛你）「點都好　其實我好想你知道“琣n掛住你」

「曾經讀過一本小說　裡面有兩句係咁話既：
“雨天沒有你　便不是雨天”
我睇既時候唔係好明　而家我知道點解勒…」

敲窗的雨點　聲轉趨矇矓……

七月十四

2007-08-28T00:07:00.000+08:00

Me: Wei, we're going Tsim Tung at 9pm later.. wana call Phoon?
CK: Err... Ok la..

CK: Halo.. yum cha?
Phoon: Today July 14 wor..
CK: .....
Me: !#@$$^%**(&)

長大

2007-08-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

想到昨日　我尚幼小　望向風裡　愛天真淺笑
天空永恆幻變　多麼奧妙　我卻幼稚管不了
青匆歲月　靜靜遠飄　路上奔波　再也不懂淺笑
彷彿汽球在風飄　怎意料　慨歎這是否需要
你說這叫長大　我說多麼的費解
我愛看這世上有多大　可惜世界　轉變太快
當我厭倦　再沒法走　默默哭叫　我要當天所有
感觸世情幻變猜想以後　不改只有　遠遠的星宿
每次失意躲避　我說多麼可悲
我愛昨天那自我天地　多麼粗糙　卻也多優美

The Impossible Quiz

2007-08-07T20:03:00.000+08:00

The Impossible Quiz

Will you dare to take the challenge to complete The Impossible Quiz.
*strictly not for the faint hearted and short tempered
ps: There's 110 questions

愈墮落愈快樂?

2007-08-06T01:54:00.000+08:00

墮落
作詞：王菲 / 作曲：王菲

這世界看來很快樂看不出難過
始終笑著沈默你不慌不忙你自然
（而）坦蕩脫下了偽裝摘去了信仰

你不願多說話你想放縱一下
沒甚麼可怕沒甚麼放心不下
痛苦地享樂猶豫著墮落
左右不了誘惑你才拒絕寂寞
你沒有錯因為沒有誰對誰過
心安理得於是你墮落

來啊來啊我陪你來啊來啊
來啊繼續繼續

我沒甚麼可說想不清後果
也不準備自責我不慌不忙自然
（而）坦蕩絕望地逆流而上
甘心地自投羅網

沒有別的想法只想放縱一下
就當沒發現美好背後的虛假
敷衍著靈魂勉強地掙扎
甚麼也沒錯過其實一無所獲
談不上失落陶醉和麻醉交錯
從這裡開始無意識地墮落

Greece~~~

2007-08-01T12:38:00.000+08:00

I'd read some ancient Greece and Rome's myth stories years ago.... Greece& Rome also places that I wish I can reached with ....Its special and beautiful...

can u imagine whats the feeling when u standing on top of one of the building there, starring the blues and greens??

KAPCHIANS~~~~time to plan for our next vacation~~~

真的嗎？

2007-07-30T02:16:00.000+08:00

莫文蔚 - 真的嗎？

作詞：張震嶽 / 作曲：張震嶽

離別的話我不想要現在清楚聽見
而你可以不用回答什麼都不要說
我的笑容沒有快樂是否看得出來
昏黃的天別告訴我快下起雨了

清晨的風貼在臉上吹乾落下的淚
一整夜的思緒難眠等待你的回音
愛情沒有太多理由可以不用要求
但希望你明白了解真心在這裡

不像你愛可以輕鬆
我真的愛你愛你
你還是走

I MISS YOU I MISS YOU I MISS YOU
BABY EVERYDAY I MISS YOU
心裡的深處思念依然在
你真的不再回來

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU
BABY EVERYDAY I LOVE YOU
不要讓我懂真的不想懂
想要躺在你胸口

你的温柔

2007-07-29T00:47:00.000+08:00

终于发高烧了。。。。只能躺在床上像死鱼一样。。。。
晚上还是睡不着，无论用什么方法都是一样。。。
看医生看了两次都好不了。。。从牙痛-〉喉咙痛到发高烧。。。

躺在床上，痛苦的时候，想着想着。。。。
想起很久很久以前也试过这样的情况，当时有人用过毛巾为我擦身，敷在头上，为我弄东西吃和吃药。
现在才知道，原来那是一种多么幸福的事。

你走了之后，我慢慢习惯了一个人的生活。
习惯了孤独，也学会了独立和坚强，再痛苦的事也一个人熬过了。
你的温柔，对不起，我现在才体会到。。。

什么样的难关我也能跨过，就算你已不在我身边了。
只是，要偶尔想起你，才体会到什么是温柔和幸福。。。

好想告诉你，你之前的心思都没白费，我都接受到了，是美好的。。。
虽然迟了些，对不起，谢谢。。。

似曾相识

2007-07-28T07:47:00.000+08:00

从网上下载的一幅图，据说是一位画家用了500小时完成得的一幅画。

它让我想起了曾经去过的Kuching Sarawak河。

很喜欢人们画出来的画。。。。。

尤其是画得几乎像真的一样的画，

因为通常这样的画会有一定的真实感，虽然知道是虚幻的，

却总是修饰的非常美，梦幻。。。

人们总是离不开梦和现实之间，

活着就是现实，然而梦能持续活着的欲望。

就像有些人为了实现梦想而在现实生活里奋斗，

有的人是为了金钱，有人为了权利，有的为了某些人，某些事或某些想去的地方。。。

都是欲望。。。。

梦碎了，连睡觉也害怕。。。

欲望能使人坚强也能使人崩溃。

不作梦，是聪明？小心？还是可悲？

Dreams? Reality?

2007-07-23T00:34:00.001+08:00

Dreams are something that you always wish for. Things that we all hope will happen to us.

Someday.

Somewhere.

Someone.

Dreams for me are usually something that is beyond my reach. So far away like a star. You think if you can see it, you can reach it. It's just a matter of time.

Reality.

Reality hits you hard to wake you up from your dreams. You open your eyes and realize that your dream is actually a dream after all.

Life goes on with or without dreams. Reality bites. That's the reality of dream.

Daily Horoscope

2007-07-15T20:19:00.000+08:00

Something to make my day...

You could have a vision about your own future, Ivan. Maybe you will have a sudden moment of intuition. You could get a strong hunch about something that catches your full attention. Maybe you will look at your life from an entirely new vantage point after this revelation happens. Welcome those moments of insight, and then remember to act upon them. Your guardian angels might be trying to set you on the right path!

Tori Amos - Cruel

2007-07-12T21:21:00.000+08:00

Oh god... I LOVE TORI!!

so don't give me respect don't give me a piece of your preciousness
flaunt all she's got in our old neighbourhood
i'm sure she'll make a few friends
even the rain bows down let us pray as you cock-cock-cock your mane
no cigarettes only peeled HAVANA'S for you i can be cruel
i don't know why
why can't my ba.ll.oo.n stay up in a perfectly windy sky
i can be cruel i don't know why
dance with the sufi's celebrate your top ten in the charts of pain
lover brother bogenvilla my vine twists around your need
even the rain is sharp like today as you sh-sh-shock me sane
no cigarettes only peeled HAVANA'S for you i can be cruel

77

2007-07-01T14:55:00.000+08:00

A record breaking 77 times viewed y'all!

Why Does It Hurt So Bad

2007-06-04T00:01:00.000+08:00

Never fails to make me teary.

Why does it hurt so bad
Why do I feel so sad
Thought I was over you
But I keep crying
When I don't love you
So why does it hurt so bad
I thought I had let you go
So why does it hurt me so
I gotta get you outta my head
It hurts so bad
Oh it hurts so bad baby

My life's been better
Since the day I left you boy
I must admit life's been kind to me
I went and did the things I said I would boy
I found someone who loves me for me
Haven't had much drama since the day that we split boy
My heart's never been more at ease
And when I think of all the things you put me through
Leaving you has been the best thing for me

So why does it hurt so bad
Why do I feel so sad
I thought I was over you
But I keep crying
When I don't love you
So why does it hurt so bad
Baby I thought I had let you go
So why does it hurt me so
I gotta get you outta my head
Hurts me so bad
Hurts so (yeah you do)
Hurts so (hurts me so)
Hurts so bad (did you know)
Hurts so (that it hurts me so)
Hurts so (so bad, hey hoh)

"Never again" that's what I said to myself
I never wanna feel kind of pain again boy
Just when I think it's over
Just when I think it's through
I find myself right back in love with you

So why does it hurt so bad oh baby
Why do I feel so sad
(thought I thought I) Thought I was over you
I keep crying
When I don't love you (when I really don't love you boy)
(oh no oh no oh no oh no it hurts so bad, oh tell me)
So why does it hurt so bad
I thought I had let you go (thought I could let you go)
You could
Gotta get you outta my head
Boy you hurt me so bad
Hurts so (yeah you do)
Hurts so (hurt me so)
Hurts so bad (hurts so)
Hurts so (sure you did)
Hurts so (make me wanna make me wanna shoop shoop)
Hurts so bad (hurt me so, gotta shoop now)
Hurts so bad (Hurts me so)
Oh why, you hurt me so bad
Bad... (how 'bout that?)

Bjork - Pagan Poetry

2007-05-28T20:47:00.000+08:00

Ok folks, Bjork needs no introduction. The Queen of Pop from Iceland. The one with weird music, weird accent, weird fashion sense, weird album covers... you name it. To the listener in the East, she is considered weird but to those in the West, she's Pop. Ya believe it. Pagan Poetry is her 3rd single of her 2001 release, Vespertine.

Bjork is stripped naked in the video. Pearls being sewn into her skin. Nipple pierced . I love the video, very raw. Enjoy!

pedalling through
the dark currents
i find an accurate copy
a blueprint of the pleasure in me

swirling black lilies totally ripe
a secret code carved

he offers a handshake
crooked - five fingers
they form a pattern
yet to be matched

on the surface simplicity
but the darkest pit in me
is pagan poetry - pagan poetry

morse : coded : signals
they pulsate : they wake me up
from my hibernate

on the surface simplicity
but the darkest pit in me
is pagan poetry - pagan poetry

i love him
this time
i'm gonna keep me to myself
this time
i'm gonna keep my all to myself
she loves him
but he makes me want to
hand myself over

Weekly Recommendation

2007-05-28T00:17:00.000+08:00

One of my favourite 陳綺貞 song. She sounds like a small little girl jamming with a full band. Beautiful!

躺在你的衣櫃 - Guitar

曲/詞: 陳綺貞編: 鍾成虎

你的毛衣跟著我回家了
我把它擺在我的房間
它曾經陪你走過幾條街
它曾經陪你喝了好幾杯
冰的咖啡
陪你遠走高飛
拍照留念
也曾經靜靜的
躺在你的衣櫃

你的毛衣跟著我回家了
我把它擺在我的房間
它就要覆蓋了我的冬天
它就要刺痛了我最敏銳
愛的幻覺
陪你遠走高飛
拍照留念
天熱了靜靜的躺在你的衣櫃

我的冬天就要來了
我的冬天就要來了

你的身體跟著我回家了
我把它擺在我的床邊
它曾經被你暫時借給誰
它現在靜靜的躺在我的衣櫃
天熱了靜靜的躺在我的衣櫃

PS: Connection sucks. Let me know if you want the song, i'll send it over :)

I Believe In Peace, Bitch

2007-05-24T20:55:00.000+08:00

So I want to kill this waitress
She's worked here a year longer than 1
If I did it fast you know that's an act of kindness

But I believe in peace
I believe in peace Bitch
I believe in peace
I believe in peace
But I believe in peace
I believe in peace Bitch
I believe in peace

I want to kill this waitress
I cna't believe this violence in mind
And is her power all in her club sandwich

But I believe in peace
I believe in peace Bitch
I believe in peace
I believe in peace
But I believe in peace
I believe in peace Bitch
I believe in peace

I want to kill this killing wish
They're too many stars and not enough sky
Boys all think she's living kindness
Ask a fellow waitress
Ask a fellow waitress

路邊攤

2007-05-24T20:48:00.001+08:00

午夜三點　風雨交加　又忽然想起她
幾張相片　信中飄下　她好嗎
讓時光倒轉吧　帶我回老地方
那路旁街燈下　坐著一對少年的情侶呀

路邊攤　我和她　電影散場
路邊攤　雨棚下　聊到打烊
那一秒以為　她跟我的故事　世界上最偉大
我愛她　那個暑假

分開那天　打著雨傘　她站在天橋上
那年秋天　飄洋過海　她走了
讓時光倒轉吧　帶我回老地方
那路旁街燈下　坐著一對少年的情侶呀

路邊攤　我和她　年少輕狂
路邊攤　我替她　擦乾頭髮
那一場雨中　我在學校操場　叫到喉嚨沙啞
我愛她　那個暑假

千里之外

2007-05-19T03:27:00.000+08:00

The female voices part are impressive. Ignore the male's part, they suck.

Sinead O'Connor - I Want Your (Hands on Me)

2007-05-10T20:29:00.000+08:00

Must watch. Must blog!

Energetic. Hypnotic.

All hail to Sinead!

Me and My Boss

2007-05-09T20:31:00.000+08:00

Ok, i couldn't help but to blog this.

I fucking swear i really didn't mean it!

My friend went for an interview just now. I went back home and asked her through MSN.
She asked me to recommend more friends.
I said, couldn't think of any friends and then the conversation below started.

Melaka Trip

2007-05-02T03:46:00.000+08:00

Ok folks, long time no blog.

We've just came back from Melaka. I fucking love that place. More interesting than what i'd expected.

Photos are at your right hand side.

p/s: Need to pre warn you guys, there's 2 photos that requires the viewer's discretion. What happened? I'll answer on behalf of the convict, "Told you guys not to give me alcohol.."

hihi

2007-04-24T23:24:00.000+08:00

hihi
just to say hi
just to tell everyboday i fine

Zzzz

2007-04-23T03:29:00.000+08:00

I couldn't sleep.
It's 3.30am.
I need to work in another 5 hour++

Either,

1) I got overdose of tea.

2) I'm worry about my projects for the next 2 week.

Uh... can someone pass me a sleeping pill?

Deep Blue Creatures

2007-04-18T15:27:00.000+08:00

1.毒蛇魚（Viperfish）

　　圖注：毒蛇魚一般在海面下80-1600米的水層出沒，是這個深度的海洋中看上去最面目可憎的魚類之一。

毒蛇魚有一些全身黑色，在身體的某些地方長有發光的器官，包括一個用來作捕食誘餌的長長背鰭。另一些（以及其他許多深海的魚類）並不含有任何的色素成分，所以它們看起來是“透明”的；它們還有大大的眼睛，為了在黑暗的海底收集到更多的光線；而發光器官是通過一些化學過程實現放出光芒的效果。

　　2.尖牙（Fangtooth）

圖注：尖牙因牙大而得名，屬於金眼鯛目，中文名也叫角高體金眼鯛。樣子看起來深具威脅性，可怕的外表讓它得到“食人魔魚”這樣恐怖的英文名字。

尖牙棲息在大洋中特別深的地方，儘管它們最常棲息的地方是500-2000米，但深到5000米處的深淵帶中部都是它們恐怖的家，此處的水壓大得可怕，而溫度又接近冰點。這裡食物缺乏，所以這些魚見到什麼就吃什麼，它們多數的食品可能是從上面幾層海洋落下。儘管這種魚並不怕冷，但是它們分佈在熱帶和溫帶海洋的深處，因為那裏才有更多的食品從上面落下。

　　3.深海龍魚（Dragonfish）

圖注：深海龍魚又叫黑巨口魚，屬於巨口魚目。雖然體型不大，卻是一種兇惡的捕食者。它有一個大頭，以大量又長又尖的獠牙武裝，用一個發光器釣餌。

深海龍魚生活在1524米深的海底。在那裏，來自天空的可見光在中層帶就已經被吸收掉，深層帶形成極暗的環境，在這樣的環境中，黑巨口魚的眼睛特化成筒狀，在大型水晶體下面密布感光細胞。

　 4.鮟鱇　　

圖注：鮟鱇魚俗稱結巴魚、哈蟆魚、海哈蟆、琵琶魚等。屬硬骨魚類，鮟鱇目、鮟鱇科，為世界性魚類，大西洋、太平洋和印度洋都有分佈，種類多樣：大者可達1—1.5米。　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　

中國有兩種，—種叫黃鮟鱇，另一種是黑鮟鱇。前者下頜齒多2行。口內白色，臂鰭條8～11根；後者下頜齒多3行，口內有黑白圓形斑紋，臂鰭條6～7根。黃鮟鱇分佈于黃渤海及東海北部，黑鮟鱇多見於東海和南海。　　鮟鱇魚為中型底棲魚類，平時潛伏海底，不善游泳。

　　5.吞噬鰻（GulperEel）　

　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　圖注：吞噬鰻屬於囊鰓鰻目、寬咽魚科。這種典型的深海魚是大洋深處樣貌最奇怪的生物之一。　　吞噬鰻最顯著的特徵就是它的大嘴，這種鰻魚沒有可以活動的上頜，而巨大的下頜鬆鬆垮垮地連在頭部，從來不合嘴，當它張大嘴後，可以很輕鬆地吞下比它還大的動物，由此它在西方得到“傘嘴吞噬者”的名稱，而在中文中被叫做“寬咽魚”。

幼年的寬咽魚生活在100米到200米深度的光合作用帶，成年後則遊向海底。成年的雄性寬咽魚身體上會有一些變化，包括嗅覺器官增大，牙齒和下頜退化，雌性的寬咽魚則不發生變化。

Weekly Recommendation

2007-04-15T18:55:00.000+08:00

Ok, i missed out a few weeks. My fault for not keeping my promises to update this every week but hey, no one really gives a fuck when i didn't post this. Argh, whatever.

This week i have uploaded Shirley Kwan's old song. It's called 忘記他是她. Fantastic vocal, mysterious and hypnotizing. Especially at the chorus part where her vocal is layered. Enjoy!

忘記他　是哪麼樣只記起風裏淌漾　
玫瑰花盛開的發香忘記他　
是哪麼樣只記起寬闊肩上　
紋上鐵青色的肖象
忘記他　是哪麼樣只記起街里闖蕩　
迎我歸家溫馨眼光忘記他　
是哪么樣只記起粗糙頸項　
承戴鋼鐵一般堅壯
愛上是他　是她是他給我滿足快樂
是那份美麗的感覺　複雜的感覺
愛我是他　什麼是他不理上演那幕
忘記他是她不知覺 (不必覺)
忘記他是哪麼樣只記起掩蓋荒靜　
柔軟繞心間的笑聲
忘記他是哪麼樣只記起洒脫不定　
如烈火紛飛的率性

Candid Shot

2007-04-14T01:07:00.000+08:00

Yours truly office PC. Decorated when i'm free.

Office 101

2007-03-31T00:17:00.000+08:00

80's Babies

2007-03-28T23:53:00.000+08:00

Found this very interesting article in Friendster. If you're born in the 80's then read on, if you're not do read on la.

Remember the time, those were the days..

Signs to show that you are an 80-s baby:

we grew up watching Transformers,Thundercats, Woody Woodpecker,Chipmunks, Mickey Mouse, Jem, Mask,
Ninja Turtles, Voltron, Baja Hitam, Ultraman n not forgettin POWER RANGERS n BUGS BUNNY!!!

had to brush our teeths during recess at primary school? had to hold plastic cups, line up with your classmates side by side and start brushing our teeths at some open area... or maybe near some drain??

do you still remember that we had 'dentist' rooms where we had to have our teeths check?

not to forget our 'program minum susu' in primary school.. everybody is suppose to buy like cartons of milk that costed 30 cents.. and you would see everyone drinking it everyday...its d UHT milk...

the teachers who would want to punish us must use yellow rulers to hit us on our palms?? 1 metre length..

that a bowl of mihun soup or some soup only costed 50 cents at the school canteen...

went to some sundry shop near the school or to the 'roti' man waiting outside our schools so that we can buy junk food like chickedees, mamee, ding dang with some toys in it, 'Ti Kam', ice-cream and we would play games like monopoly, uno, old maid, and all other card games like that...

another fun time would be during Pendidikan Jasmani. the boys would play football while the girls would play netball... and it would be like we were playing in the world cup...

but of course. the best would be main guli, batu seremban, bottlecaps, ice-cream sticks, 'Pepsi Cola one-two-three', Cops and Robbers, main kejar-kejar duduk,getah... and for the not so active, those kind of 'book games' where we would use buku latihan to draw and ask our friends to play...

do you remember the ice-cream tubes which are actually ice and colouring that are sold for 10 to 20 cents.. the colourful ones.. where you usually bite off the top to glup it down.orange tastes b best..

what about days when we felt like doing naughty things such as folding papers so small to make 'lastik' and shoot each other... how about throwing chalks??

back then, micheal jackson was just turning white.. and still had albums coming out.. compared to CD's, we were listening to tapes that sold for RM9.90...

in computer class, we were still using black and white computer moniters..played 'Atari'... maybe SEGA or
NINTENDO..

well, are we all getting older or what?

1) if you understand what you have read and you are smiling...

2) we have friends from school that are already married...

3) we shake our heads everytime we see high school students fussing about their handphones in school..

4) we don't hang on phone with our friends for hours a day talking about nothing...

5) when we meet back with our friends from time to time, we feel excited and happy talking about old times, the funny 'adventures' or stories that we experienced as a kid..

6) last but not least, that when you read this, you would think of all the happy & sad memories that you have experienced when you were still a kid and would think of forwarding this to your old friends that you have known since forever... i'm sure they would have a huge smile on their face after reading this.....

Doll Doll

2007-03-28T09:28:00.000+08:00

find this at other's blog ......seems interesting.....something like last time 'tamagochi'

go catch one for urs :www.doll-doll.com

Macy Gray - Finally Made Me Happy

2007-03-27T01:32:00.000+08:00

Folks, the album drops today!!!
Here's the MV for the lead single, Finally Made Me Happy!!

May Releases

2007-03-27T00:39:00.000+08:00

Exciting releases from 2 of my favourite singer.

Tori Amos's American Doll Posse drops 1 May 07!
As always Tori and her controversial photo shots. This time we have her leg bleeding, torn high heels, right hand holding a bible and her left hand with "shame" written on it.

The official album cover.

Bjork's Volta drops 7 May 07!

Past. Present. Future

2007-03-26T01:24:00.000+08:00

What do you do on a Sunday midnight when you're not working on Monday?

I sit in front of my computer, random browsing, listening to music and thinking of my life. My life, my career and what the future has to offer me. I believe one will have this kind of thought at this kind of situation and hours. You get all emotional, spiritual and bring out the sensitive side in you.

Turning 25 this 23 June. I begin to feel i'm getting old after all these years. It hits me when CK wishes Ceci happy birthday on January and reminds her she'll be 30 in 5 years time. CNY holiday passed in a blink of eye. It's now end of March. The timeline that i did for one of the ass tight project streches till May which is around 5 weeks from now. HK is getting married in July. It's my 9th month working in my current company. Some say time passes by faster as you grow older. Hell yeah it's true.

10 years ago i was in Form 3. Fast forward to 10 years later, i'm a working adult ( i hate using this word ). Another 10 i will be fucking 35! Sunrise and sunset is faster than you can say "humuhumu-nukunuku-a-pua‘a" which is the name of a reef triggerfish and also Hawaii's official state fish.

Life is short. Enjoy it without regret!

How To Swear 101

2007-03-25T23:33:00.000+08:00

Learn how to swear y'all!

Weekly Recommendation

2007-03-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

It's been a while since the last recommendation. Ivan is busy with work. Uh.

Ok! This week we have Faye Wong's 飛, taken from her 1998 album 唱遊 (Scenic Tour).

It was raining the other day at night. Suddenly i got the urge to play the song. Just beautiful, especially in a rainy and silent night. Enjoy!

飛
屋頂上的小鳥　
是不是你　
天上飛的白雲　
一定是你　
因為我知道　
你喜歡　
你嚮往自由　
因為我知道　
你不捨　
離開我
看日落的斜陽
就想到你　
有沒有　
看見我　
的努力　
收到我　
思念的心
別擔心我會　
好好的　
照顧自己　
別擔心我會　
永永遠遠的　
想著你
別為我擔心　
為我擔心　
放心的飛吧　
別為我擔心　
為我擔心　
放心的飛吧

我手術回來了

2007-03-19T01:08:00.000+08:00

失蹤了好几天健康真的出問題

所以這好几天的日子裡我一直都趟著睡著睡著是陌生的床

趟在身周圍是陌生的病人

那個阿星醫生幫我解決割除了

那一個病源那些白衣藍衣天使姐姐反覆替我例牌的檢查

不過我為人很低調也不想張揚這些醫院的日子

也沒有告訴几個人現在雨過天晴也沒有告訴几個人

反正也是小事一樁

這世界裡的同一天真的有千千萬萬個人在做手術

現在的我只祈求做個健康快樂人

也知道大家也在為我祈禱

所以再說一次我愛你

Faye Wong

2007-03-19T00:34:00.000+08:00

I believe everyone knows that im a HUGE fan of Faye Wong.

It all began in 1993 where i heard her song Summer of Love being played over and over again in Redifussion. It's catchy and poppy, a typical HK commercial pop song. I fell in love right away. I was hooked, great melody and nice voice.

Found out her name.. Wong Jing Man. Went to the record store looking for the album, 10,000 of Whys?. Nice cover and a very creative name. Forced the father to buy it for me. The rest is history.

She's not just an idol to me. Faye influence me a lot. I'm Malay educated and i learned how to write and read Chinese for a few months when i was 6 or 7. I look at the lyrics book in her album while playing the cassette. Miraculously i've learned how to read Chinese.. maybe i'm just smart.. haha. Now, i can read almost 95% of an article in the newspaper!

Another reason for being crazily in love with Faye is the voice and the music she makes. "The voice sent from heaven" is what they used to describe her vocal capability. Her vocal techniques received recognition in chinese speaking countries. Pay real attention to her song and you'll understand.

The music. Ah.. that's what makes her stand out from the crowds. She began to experiment with her music in 1993. She covered Tori Amos's Silent All These Years. A bold move, considering the taste of the chinese music market out there at that (until now). The following year, she released "Random Thoughts". Another breakthrough in chinese music. The album cover being white with her name and the album's title printed in grey and in incomplete chinese characters. No fancy photos can be found in the album, which no one in chinese music history have ever done. She covered 2 Cocteau Twin songs and The Cranberries's biggest hit, Dreams. She helped introducing alternative music to the chinese music world. In 1996, she released her most experimental album to date which was well received by the critics and fans but not the masses. The album titled "Impatience". An album with 10 songs at 35 minutes. 4 songs with lyrics and the rest with Faye mumbling in a language she created her own. That was her creative peak in music. She continued to explore more genres of music over the years while still making commercial love ballads to cater the music company, the radio and the casual listeners. I can go on and on on this..

Below are my humble collections of Faye's CDs.. some very rare and hard to get, but i managed to get it online, with reasonable price.

The cantonese albums.

The mandarin albums.

Faye's autographed CD!

Some really rare stuffs

Live concert recording, CDs

Live concert recording, VCDs

漂亮的插画

2007-03-15T16:08:00.000+08:00

另类插画

( click to enlarge)

日本一位画家的插画--一个人的幻想系列

一个人的星舞

一个人看云

一个人寂寞

一个人淋雨

一个人的夕阳

游戏王-隐藏终极召唤

2007-03-15T14:15:00.000+08:00

游戏王里最珍贵的卡片

如花召唤！！

GOD LIKE!!!

Macy Gray Big

2007-03-15T00:33:00.000+08:00

OMFG OMFG OMFG!!!

I've just got my copy of Macy Gray's new album Big!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Official release is on 27 March, i found it at you know where *wink wink* couldn't resist but to "get" it. I just couldn't wait until 27. Furthermore i'm not quite sure if the record store will be selling it at the same day of US release. I will definitely get the original copy!!

My last time of an original CD purchase was Shirley Kwan's live concert recording last year around June. Oh my, i never got so excited for an album release since Faith Yang's album last December. She's one of the singer that will get me run to the record shop and pay my hard earn cash for that piece of plastic, the others being (you all know who) Faye Wong & Shirley Kwan.

Macy collaborated with Timbaland, Nas, Natalie Cole, Fergie and some other big producer for her fourth release. I fucking hope she'll make a big comeback after her second and third CD flopped. The first single off the album, Finally Made Me Happy can be heard at her official site.

Macy may not be everyone's cup of tea. You'll either love her or hate her for that voice, some call it Donald Duck on helium. I got attracted by that voice since day one singing neo soul and funky song.

No Pok!

2007-03-14T00:44:00.000+08:00

Military Secret

2007-03-13T13:40:00.000+08:00

Country top secret

Profile:
General 0393

Weapon name:
Dora-tank

Genre:
Heavy Warload

Adoptable:
Land, Air, Water& Outer Space

Equiped Weapons:
Unknown Bio-Laser Beam( varnished within 0.006ms )
Bazooka Rojak ( bazooka+machine gun+C4, effect still unknown)
AT Field ( shield, a static field which anti-attack from fire-base weapon. )
*For more information, plz check out anime

Super Weapons:
Boom Gao Lu 3000 !!! (geng~~)

Speed:
10Km/Hr ( Orz...... so never try to chase ur enemy using this, be calm,
always 'camp' and wait ur enemy.....)

Passagers:
8 persons

Price:
US $ 3755 Standard package (Air con, CD-MP3 player& security alarm)
US $ 4755 Deluxe package ( Additional Lether seat, 19 inches Samsung LCD TV, Rear spoiler& mahjong table)

Remarks:
You can get this at Taman Muda, contact person: Mr Low, 012-693070x......

BE ALERT~~BE VERY ALERT~~~

Candid Shot

2007-03-05T03:39:00.000+08:00

Saw a really amusing thing when we came off from Kent's car in Times Square this afternoon.

Saturday Night

2007-03-04T01:58:00.000+08:00

The usual yumcha session on a Saturday afternoon at Tsim Tung.

HK: Guys, come to my house tonight, we gamble!
Kapchians: Cool!

*****************

At night...

HK didn't answer the phone aka If-I-Didn't-Answer-Your-Call-Means-Party's-Off and STOP CALLING ME, I AIN'T PICKING UP!!

CK, J Sheng, Cool & Jack(?) are at JM house playing mahjong.

Bret: Oh.. but xxx & xxx are playing tonight. I wanna watch T.V.

Kok is at Shin Kit house. Shin Kit's newborn daughter's one month birthday celebration.

Sing: Uh.. I'm at home. I'm sick..

Terence rather stay at home and Raymond ran away to Aus.

As for me. What's better than chilling at home with a can of half frozen coke, internet, Malboro and music on a Saturday night. Yeah right..

I'm off to my cozy and should be air conditioned room by now to continue my book.

Cheers to another boring Saturday..

Interesting Test

2007-02-28T14:33:00.000+08:00

yeah.....try this out buddies....its interesting...
and please let me know who u put in the " the one u hate most " in the comment.....kakakak

http://www.mathsking.net/test/laungh.htm

since this CNY everyones is bz~ing, kapchan also didn't updated quite a time......
anyway, sadly to say our holiday are over and gonna get back to work.....
I was wondered how do PP Low having his CNY there.....

Genting 07

2007-02-21T20:41:00.000+08:00

Went to Genting yesterday.

Bloody jam, crowded, hot (yeah its hot) and bored.

Took some photos.

Flickr only restricts FREE USERS to create 3 sets. I was shown the typical "To create more sets, please upgrade!" stupid messages.

Anyway here's the photos i took, most of them taken in the XXXXX Temple.

Enjoy!

打色廢柴俱樂部主席

2007-02-17T18:20:00.000+08:00

** Here's a brief introduction of Kapchan's chairmans written by yours truly way back in March 06. I will write more about Kapchan history when i'm free, so in the mean time let's get to know more about our club's chairmans.

p/s: the list are outdated... we're chairman'less now... AGAIN

Below are the chairmans that once ruled our club not so long ago. The members have had good and bad times during their reign.

1)The first and founding chairman ~ Chairman Sing aka Sing Hei (2004)

A good organiser. Plans our meeting sessions well. A responsible leader. Longest reign. Best of the best.
Achievement : 7 days a week of meeting sessions held without fail, no matter on rainy days or stormy nights.

2) Chairman Kok aka Kok Hei aka Fei Hei (early 2005)

Disappear quite often to "dig tunnel" and "scout visit" to Hadyai on his hey-days. Not a responsible chairman; members are not updated on his whereabouts during his "personal trips" and usually went on trips with non-members.
Achievement : Popularise the chinese traditional game, Mahjong, in the club. Is still popular until today.

3) Chairman Cool aka Phoon Hei (end of 2005)

Forced to take over as he was the most qualified candidate at that time (*he did not attend the crowning ceremony). The club's dark period. Meetings were not organized properly. Boycotted by all members. Kok Hei later became the unofficial assistant to reshape the club. Until today he still denys that he was once the chairman of our beloved club.
Achievement : nil

After Chairman Cool finally got a permanent job in October 2005, all members took responsibility to organize daily meeting, weekend activities and special activities.

Recently the legendary CK Hei aka God of Feel shocked all members last month by announcing his resignation.

14 March 06 marks the first day where his reign as the club chairman begins. With his pocket full of "bullets". The newly installed tweetter (whatever the spelling is) and the orange coloured tribal art sticker on his infamous Gen 2's butt. The members now pray with hope that the new chairman will revive the glory the club once had.

4) Chairman CK劉 (2006 - ?)

He is famously known for his dislike for meetings, but since we have now agreed that meetings can be organized by all members we shouldn't face any problems.

Most member predicts that PS2, mahjong and Genting will be strictly enforced to be the compulsory activities after he takes control which means clubbing will be banned!! (DAMN IT).

The members wishes the new chairman a good year ahead.

To Mr Ivan......

2007-02-17T17:51:00.000+08:00

Dear Mr Ivan:

As u argued with me this noon bout the msn conversation, here the proof of print screen chat history.......

I typed "kong" not "kok" and look carefully I also typed "with my primary school frens....."

My advice to my dear fren,

pls check ur eyes, and also ur mind coz u never listen to what people said, never read to what people writen........

And still, I have to say again to u :

Things is not as what u always think about, coz u always interpreted the wrong ways.

Guess ur speechless now since seeing this......hahahaha

After 2005, lets have a look of 2006........

2007-02-14T00:40:00.000+08:00

After 2005, now we check out the others 2 winners of 2006....who will be the next of 2007, u???me??or someone else......

给120%坏男人的诗

2007-02-11T05:23:00.000+08:00

熟悉！！穿过蓝色街道，就是我出发的地方！
我找到了什么。。。。

云母屏风烛影深，
长河渐落晓星沉。
嫦娥应悔偷灵药，
碧海晴天夜夜心。

窗台影月思故情，

日日夜夜做面包。

阿LOW应悔上云顶，
赌饮嫖吹样样精。

嘿嘿。。想家了吗？想的话就改好恶习，快快回来吧！
我们都在路的另一边，但不曾停过脚步。
你得努力些赶上我们，
Kapchians 空了个位子是留给你的。。。

Re: Best Party 2005

2007-02-05T21:33:00.000+08:00

Dear CK, you're like 380 days late and 380 days out dated.

Best Party 2005

2007-02-05T20:17:00.000+08:00

Although its 2007 now, but I think something past is unforgettable......

Don't blame me Sing and Raymond,
coz these photo is not modified by me but Ivan did it.

I just share to every Kapchians~~ :p

Enjoy!!

(For Mr Raymond -- Although you're miles away from us but you always lives in our memories.....)

Japan AV VS American AV

2007-02-05T17:33:00.001+08:00

Have Fun!!

The Secret Of Harry Potter

2007-02-05T14:13:00.000+08:00

Make sure you keep yourself in control while in public.......

OMG!!!!! Guess not much peoples noticed this!!!!

分裂

2007-02-05T08:53:00.000+08:00

经无数次的斗争，他们终于被明显化了。

就在那一刻，他们一起说：

“我愿意！”

“我不同意！”

即时我说：“你们怎么可以同时。。。。。”

那一瞬间我愣住了，

这时，周围都安静了，他们也消失了。。。

扉

2007-02-05T00:35:00.000+08:00

宿命的坠落

掀，
平静湖面的涟漪，

恋，
迷人深邃的月色，

狂，
湖底鱼群的乱舞，

思，
沉淀深渊的秘密，

经，
年与月间的历练，

解，
不能原谅的过罪，

浮，
天地间的地平线，

盼，
终见恶魔的白羽，

还，
手中蝴蝶的自由。

Weekly Recommendation

2007-02-04T19:58:00.000+08:00

It's the time of the week again!!

It's easier to post the video of the music that i wanted to recommend instead of uploading them to yousendit as i'm not sure if you guys actually go and download them.

Ok, this week we have楊乃文!!. The song is 一个人 taken from her debut album with the same name. She's a very rare singer amongst the whole boring breeds of mando pop. She has a husky, low, and powerful voice. Her music have a very strong brit pop / alternative influence which is indeed a breath of fresh air. She was compared to my favourite artist of all time Faye Wong when she started out because of the style, attitude and music they're making. I love cool chick!

She's back end of last year after a 5 year hiatus releasing her 4th album 女爵. This certainly injects some excitement to me while i'm waiting hopelessly for Faye to release anything.

**Do let me know if you people wants the mp3. Hehe.. enjoy

moonlight

2007-02-04T00:32:00.000+08:00

what a wonderful moonlight taken by my ex-phone......w800i......this is da last thing it left it to me........inside da moon....u can observe and found out a couple dancing inside.......believe it......

BT Resurrected

2007-02-01T21:35:00.000+08:00

It feels like i'm stuck with dial-up forever since Taiwan's earthquake snapped the under sea communication cable. Although there's no official announcement that Malaysia's internet connection has been restored 100%. It's a relief to see my torrent download speed going back to normal!

Gohan's House Warming

2007-02-01T20:51:00.000+08:00

Taken with Kok's phone worth RM 1.4K with 3.2 mp camera..

爱我的人和我爱的人

2007-02-01T17:38:00.000+08:00

很喜欢这首歌，多年前曾让某人呆呆的坐在我电脑前看它的FLASH　ＭＶ。
从此每当听到这首歌便会想起她。。。
现在正想点给另一个人听。。。

爱我的人和我爱的人

盼不到我爱的人

我知道我愿意再等

疼不了爱我的人

片刻柔情它骗不了人

我不是无情的人

却将你伤的最深

我不忍我不能

别再认真忘了我的人

离不开我爱的人

我知道爱需要缘分

放不下爱我的人

因为了解他多么认真

为什么最真的心碰不到最好的人

我不问我不能

拥在怀中直到他变冷

爱我的人为我痴心不悔

我却为我爱的人

甘心一生伤悲

在乎的人始终不对

谁对谁不必虚伪

爱我的人为我付出一切

我却为我爱的人

流泪狂乱心碎

爱与被爱同样受罪

为什么不懂拒绝痴情的包围

若能让你做一分钟的我，

肯定能让你死心，
但会是让你终于释怀还是更为难过？

虽然理由你已明白但无法体会，
就如我无法体会你固执的心情。

6月13日到遠方冒險

2007-02-01T00:57:00.000+08:00

6月13日到遠方冒險

這天出生的人是逐夢家，喜歡沉浸在遙遠國度的冒險幻想中。從年輕時候開始，他們所讀的書、所做的夢，都充滿了到世界各地探險的狂熱。他們會背起行囊，到遙遠的島嶼旅行，或是研讀神話中各種幻想的、過去的或未來的世界。他們當中較成熟的人，會把這種夢想通過事業、科學研究、藝術等方面加以實現。至於野心較小的，就只能在心中藏著自己的私密慾望，做做白日夢；雖然不能真正實踐，這些夢想還是豐富了他們的人生。不過，他們也是要當心，期望和現實之間的落差，可能會導致嚴重的挫折感。他們的信念是天下沒有不可能的事。他們會用意志力去戰勝任何的阻礙，而且通常都能有志者事意成。對他們而言，危機只會發生在心理意識上，不會出現在現實生活中；這種想法基本上是自欺欺人。因此，在沒有人給他們當頭棒喝之前，他們倒是能快樂地繼續做著美夢。他們非常欽佩勇於嘗試的人，不論是古今英雄，而且只會崇拜一個人。如果他們心中的偶像正好是父母，一旦有某些不符合偶像應有的行為時，他們至高無上的地位就會破滅。所以，身為被他們偶像化的父母、朋友或情人，剛開始可能很容易討好他們，最後卻會感受到沉重的壓力。因此建議6月13日出生的人，應該要避免將他人偶像化的習慣。因為這天出生的人常在做白日夢，所以會忽略生活中的一些細節或日常用品的維修。他們喜愛旅行、爬山、散步、慢跑等等有變化的休閒活動，可以向時間和空間的極限挑戰。因此，一旦陷入重複呆板的狀態，不管在工廠、公司或是家裡，他們都會覺得自己像犯人一樣，萬般痛苦。他們會被危險或冒險的事所吸引，這一點也不稀奇。倒不是因為他們喜歡自我摧殘，而是像滑翔翼、水上活動或爬山之類的運動，是需要技巧和勇氣的，能促使他們向自我挑戰，超越極限。

幸運數字和守護星

6月13日出生的人，受到數字4（1+3=4）以及反覆無常、爆炸性強的天王星的影響。6月13日出生的人，常從事一些幻想的或真實的，而且影響深遠的活動。所以他們必須控制自己的天王星特質多遵循水星（雙子座的主宰行星）的邏輯特性。天王星代表變化，常有暴力、甚至古怪、顛覆傳統的行為出現，顯示出6月13日出生的人渴求極端的天性。雖然大多數人認為13是個不吉利的數字，但是它其實是個力量很強的數字，代表著能夠自我負責，不論是善用它的力量、或是誤用而招致自我毀滅。

健康

從上述的特性來看，即可知道6月13日出生的人容易發生意外。大部分的人已經注意到這一點，並且會提高警覺。然而，心理方面的警覺性就不太足夠，因為他們還是會非常沉迷於強烈的幻想中。在某些極端的分配例中，他們會失去心理平衡，活在一個壓抑、充滿挫折感的夢想世界中。無論程度嚴重與否，他們最好都能接受心理咨詢，並且要盡量避免對子女或父母發洩，否則家庭的和諧與穩定便會遭到嚴重破壞。無法出國旅遊的時候，學會做些異國料理，是不錯的點子，一樣可以享受到異國情調。

建議

人當然應該遵循自己的心意，但別忘了在追尋的過程中保護自己。切忌將情緒發洩在別人身上，別人也有自己的問題要解決。維持自己心靈跟家庭的秩序。試著研究未來可能發生，但目前尚未成形的事物。

名人

嚇慈(W. B. Yeats)愛爾蘭詩人、劇作家，學過美術，後轉向文學，1923年獲諾貝爾文學獎。英國電影演員貝錫羅斯本(Basil Rathbone)，以扮演「福爾摩斯」著名。網球名將布吉(Don Budge)，首位大滿貫贏家，兩度代表美國參加戴維斯杯網球賽。美國諾貝爾物理學獎得主阿爾瓦雷(Luis Walte Alvarez)。美國首位第一夫人瑪莎華盛頓(Martha Washington)，喬治華盛頓之妻。伊麗落白舒曼(Elisabeth Schumann)，德國女高音，首次在紐約登台飾演《玫瑰騎士》中的蘇菲，這是她演唱過最有名也是最出色的角色之一。

塔羅牌

大秘儀塔甸牌中最容易被誤解的是第13張牌，也就是「死神」。我們極少依字面意思去解讀，因為它的積極意義是拋開過去、超越限制並持續成長。所以，這張牌是希望人們避免沮喪、悲觀或憂愁。靜思語另一邊的草地永遠比較翠綠。

優點

注重心靈層面、想像力豐富、冒險犯難。

缺點

追求危險、不切實際、偶像崇拜。

6月23日深具個人魅力

2007-01-31T16:34:00.000+08:00

6月23日出生的人總是周旋於情愛關係中，包括別人的和自己的。他們的確重視自己的親密關係甚於一切，而且還會運用所有的方法去吸引他們的伴侶，或增加個人的魅力。這種戀愛的感覺強烈地炫惑著這一型的人。事實上，6月23日是仲夏的前夕，因此也為這一天帶來了神秘的色彩。這天出生的人會想要知道人們追求的動機、喜歡的外形，以及任何親密行為的細節。這樣深入地研究雖然不是一種偷窺狂，但也不排除會變成偷窺癖的可能性。

人際關係當然是大多數人生活中的一部分，但是一對一的浪漫關係對這天出生的人來說，卻是難上加難。因為不僅是情緒左右著他們，甚至整個社會環境對他們的感情世界也都有影響。6月23日出生的人，不論是興趣或生活方式都傾向於社會化因此很少會和伴侶遺世獨立。他們並不會對別隱藏自己的感情世界，同時也樂於享受社會所提供給情侶的各種福利。而且除非是本身的宗教信仰有嚴格的要求，否則結不結婚對他們來說都沒什麼差別，而國家的法律是否同意他們的婚姻，對他們而言也完全沒有意義。

6月23日出生的人喜歡藝術、音樂和文學，那些了不起的人物角色、奇妙的內容與音樂、迷人的色彩與線條總是吸引著他們。因為藝術在生活中佔有重要的份量，所以他們很自然地成為高水準的聽眾、觀眾或讀者。而且他們非常容易為小說中的主角或是電影裡的演員而意亂情迷，甚至還會暫時轉移他們對伴侶的情感！

當然，這一天出生的人也必須活在現實生活中，他們通常會過著平靜的日子，因為他們懂得如何去實際經營家中的事務和每日生活中的重要事項。不過，當然不會像對待喜歡的那些奇妙事情那樣精力旺盛就是了。

6月23日出生的人，在心裡早就已經規劃好人際關係的藍圖和相關資訊。他們喜歡和別人分享心裡的想法。還有其他瘋狂、詭異、有關愛與性方面的理論。所以他一定要小心自己輕佻而且喜歡七嘴八舌、高談闊論的慾望，並且應該極力避免窺探他人的隱私。然而，這對他們來說是強人所難了一點。因為這正是他們的興趣秘在。這一天出生的人要小心妒火中燒，這些深陷熱戀之中的情人，一定要排除仇恨和嫉妒，否則會導致毀滅性的結局。

幸運數字和守護星
6月23日出生的人受到數字5（2+3=5）與水星的影響。既然水星代表的是迅速的思考能力和變化（出生日較早的巨蟹座會受到月亮的影響），所以這一天出生的人會發現他們似乎在心智方面老是反應過度，而且還會定期地改變他們的想法和對週遭環境的感覺。對這些人而言，由於月亮（巨蟹座的主宰行星）和水星（雙子座的主宰行星）連結的影響，他們具有雄辯和機智的特質，但是在某些時候，他們必須節制想談論別隱私的慾望。這型人不管在生活上遭遇任何打擊，總是坦然面對。數字23雖然意味著事件不斷地發生，然而這類事件同時也意味著會在他們豐富的人生經驗中再添一筆。

健康
一般說來，出生在這一天的人如果多去參加舞會、宴會和一些社交活動，將對他們的健康有益，因為這類的場合可以對自己的慾望和興趣暢所欲言。但是喝酒和抽煙在這類的場合中卻可能成為健康的殺手，尤其是他們的胃和肺又超級敏感。這一天出生的人要小心毒品在他們心智和情緒上所產生的負面影響。性生活對大部分這一天出生的人來說非常重要，所以頻繁、多樣化和有創造力的性生活對他們而言有益無害。提到食物，這一天出生的人喜歡新奇、富想像力的食物。但是這了健康著想，適度的節制還是必要的。

建議
按時處理實際、世俗的事務。維持生活和週遭空間的條理與整潔。小心言多必失。謹慎和品味是自我茁壯的基礎。

名人
金賽(Alfred Kinsey)美國心理學家、性學專家和作家，著有《男性性行為》和《女性性行為》，是最有研究美國人性行為的著作。

台灣影歌星任賢齊，以歌曲《心太軟》走紅大陸，後因主演連續劇《神雕俠侶》而成為超人氣偶像。

坦桑尼亞跑者巴耶(Filbert Bayi)，是1500公尺長跑的世界紀錄保持人。

美國演員、舞蹈家、編舞家和電影導演包伯福西(Bob Fosse)，最著名的作品為《酒店》，他的生平故事曾被拍成電影《爵士春秋》。

溫莎公爵(Duke of Windsor)英國愛德華八世，為了迎娶辛普森夫人而放棄王位。

斯里蘭卡總理普馬達撒(Ranasinghe Premadasa)，該國第一位平民出身的總理。

塔羅牌

大秘儀塔羅牌的第5張是「教皇」，他是神聖、神秘事物的解釋者，象徵人類的認知及信仰。教皇的知識充滿奧秘，即使是抽像的事物也受它主宰。牌面正立時，表示信心十足、不疑不慮及對事物有正確的理解力；牌面倒立則是愛說教、唱高調以及獨斷。

靜思語

在愛的世界裡，選擇的力量是不言可喻的。

優點
浪漫、擅長表達情感、富想像力。

缺點
不夠莊重、喜歡窺探、愛介入。

** can someone translate? so many "kai cheung"

9月9日挑戰困難的人

2007-01-31T14:26:00.000+08:00

Found this and I personally think it's interesting coz most of it is accurate. Anyone wanna try yours?

http://www.uwants.com/viewthread.php?tid=1499013&extra=page%3D1

9月9日出生的人，複雜的本質會讓他們一再地面對各種艱難的狀況，當然，也有少部分是命運使然。如果這些人能選擇阻力比較小的路來走，不要老挑最困難的路，他們的日子就能平靜許多，但相對地，生活也就沒有那麼多采姿了。

毫無疑問地，9月9日出生的人很容易受到艱難挑戰的吸引。如果要求他們年復一年重複做著回報（或沒有回報）是可預期的工作，簡直要他們的命。因此，在自覺或不自覺中，他們總會尋求機會介入一些比較複雜的人、土方或事情中，這種欲求很可能是出自他們內在的渴望，不管目前是多麼成功或多麼富有，他們始終感到似乎有個空缺沒有填補，好像少了些什麼。事實上，有許多9月9日出生的人從小開始，就一直起追尋失去的某種事物。

這種情感的複雜面，使得9月9日出生的人對某些異性產生莫大的吸引力，通常，這些異性都想在他們身上滿足母性或父性心理。但是，雖然這些9月9日出生的人很想獲得這種滋養心靈的愛的模式，卻同時也想保有獨立的自主性與強大的意志力。一旦他們決定要做某件事時，任憑誰也沒辦法令他們縮手。此外，由於9月9日出生的人很善於自我反省，十分在乎個人所選取的路徑，所以，只要犯了一個錯或是選了一個錯誤的方向，他們立即會有自知之明，懂得加以改正。這一天出生的人有一個弱點，那就是會誇大自己的問題，而且常常在求助時找錯了對象。

出生於這一天的人其實是非常重視隱私權的人，但是由於職業或興趣的緣故，卻使他們必須深深與社會、人群接觸。此外，他們也非常善於嗅社會大眾所要的品味，也瞭解如何滿足這些需求。因此，他們必須決定自己該處理上層社會或精英階層的問題，或迎合低下階層的最大需求，或在兩者當中尋求一個折衷的立場。然而，不管如何，9月9日出生的人均能從過程中賺得很大的利潤，獲得自我的成長。

對9月9日出生的人來說，生活就是一場對抗自我恐懼與不安全感的持續性戰鬥。奇怪的是，這種恐懼感卻常能驅使他們獲致重大的成功，而這也是為什麼挑戰對他們具有莫大吸引力的另一個原因。就像是對恐懼的人格特質一樣，9月9日出生的人必須經常把自己置於危險的地帶，好體驗征服恐懼之後的滿足感。出生於今天的人必須緊緊地看住自己狂野的一面，因為這會令他們做出自毀性的行為，使得周圍的人們無法輕易瞭解或原諒他們。

幸運數字和守護星 9月9日出生的人會受到數字9和火星的影響。數字9對其他數字擁有強大的影響力（1至9任何數字加上9之後，十位數與個位數的數字相加即會等於原來的數字，例如5＋9＝14，4＋1＝5；而1至10任何數字乘以9之後，兩個位數的數字相加也會等於9，例如9*5＝45，4＋5＝9），9月9日出生的人也會對其週遭的人產生相當大的影響力。火星是個力量充沛且侵略性十足的星球，象徵男性的陽剛之力，可是，對9月9日出生的處女座（主宰行星為水星）人的而方，這兩個行星的會合將使他們擁有過於好辯與挑剔的個性。

塔羅牌大秘儀塔羅牌的第9張是〔隱士〕，他提著一盞燈、拄著枴杖，代表冥想、孤立與寂靜，象徵智慧的結晶及絕對的紀律。隱士是嚴厲的導師，他運用良心使人走上正途。牌面正立時，代表有所堅持、有目標、深沉且專注；牌面倒立時，則表示專斷、不易原諒他人、多疑以及氣餒。

優點有分辨力、喜歡挑戰、自我反省。
缺點恐懼、不安全感、要求過多。

Gohan's House Warming

2007-01-30T21:06:00.000+08:00

See you guys there!!

i) don't bring condoms.. no girls
ii) bring cash... mahjong revenge
iii) foods and alcohol provided

Candid Shot

2007-01-30T20:49:00.000+08:00

Another candid shot! Taken by a colleague. Me and my partner in crime cum neighbour, the beautiful and sexy Ms Kar Mooooooon.

K's theory---Ratio Law

2007-01-30T19:40:00.000+08:00

Ratio Law 的法则很简单，

例：当你遇见一位向你讨十元买饭吃的人，而你又决定帮他时。。。。

给他十元，而口袋只有五元者。乃好充也。（若给完后还声称自己还有很多钱者应带他和某人一起去听《狼来了》的故事。。。）
给他十元，而口袋只有十元者。乃白痴也。
给他十元，而口袋只有二十元。乃愚笨也。
给他十元，而口袋只有五十元。乃慷慨也。
给他十元，而口袋只有一百元。乃仁慈也。
给他十元，而口袋有一千元。乃小事也。
口袋有一千元，先给七元后给十元，再要他为你跑过对面街卖香烟者。乃智者也。

不好意思，要是我的话，我会把手指指向隔壁的朋友，说：“他比我有钱！！” :p

（这也算帮他，但此为贱者也。。。哈哈）

现实与想象

2007-01-30T12:59:00.000+08:00

The picture showing the different between comic drawing according the real photo, this also shows why many peoples like to read comic........

(click to enlarge to see the different)